Here i am, waiting for the time to be 12 am.After 12 am, i will be 16 years old although i felt like im going to be 17.This feeling might be caused by my late birthday.I felt sad for getting older and the fact that my birthday won't be celebrated in the way i wanted it to be makes me sadder.I always wanted to have a birthday party but i dont have the friends to fill it(my friends lives far away) and my parents didn't show any excitement about my upcoming birthday.They gonna buy a cake as usual though.I just wished there will be something more..since im their oldest child and only daughter after all..